wow...its been a while since i've updated...well i've been working at mcdonalds full time since last week...right after school till 11...it pretty much sucks...standing there waiting on people...most of which are bareable...but some are fuckin pricks...like this one woman today...probably about 50 (she was white)...brought in a young mixed girl...they ordered their food...came out to 11 dollars or so and the girl picked up the tab...which i thought was odd...so i go to give the girl the change and the woman fuckin bitches at me..."ma'am she game me the money therefore i'll give her the change"...so i did...the old woman snatched it from the girl and she started to cry...shit pissed me off...and then she came back because her fries got cold because she didnt eat them fast enought and wanted more...seriously WHAT THE FUCK...but i do have a nice new outfit...that has mcdonalds all over it...and my brother-in-law is going to be the new night manager so its gunna be fuckin awesome...breaks whenever i want em...working with the people i work with is good though...except the fucking gay ass manager...literally gay...hits on every guy who works for him...god damn and then he made a remark about how he likes spanish complexion...i told him to fuck off...awesome thing is i can cuss out the manager and he doesnt care...i also recently got busted with an eighth of some really dank shit...so after that i've decided not to deal on a regular basis...just to a couple of people...and not very often...so if your looking for pot dont come to me anymore...i have a day off thursday...which is today i guess cause its after midnight...and hopefully we wont have school...as long as the icestorm they're calling for comes...please god let it come...with that i leave...oh yea...i came home today after work with my sis...we were going downstairs to our rooms...and the whole fucking basement was flooded....so i woke up me padres and started cleaning...the whole reason it flooded is because my brother knocked clothes conviently over the drain and water couldnt go down it...god damn...so i've been up trying to get it all clean...well now im really going

EDIT...so i got bored again...heres a survey (stolen from nicole)

Basics
Your gender: male.
Straight/Gay/Bi: straight.
Single?: no.
If not, do you want to be?: no
Birthdate: 11-22
Your age: 16.
Age you act: dunno...someone tell me.
Age you wish you were: 21.
Your height: 6'
Eye color: brown.
Happy with it?: i dont really care much.
Hair color: brown.
Happy with it?: its alright.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: righty.
Your living arrangement: i live in the basement of my moms and dads house.
Your family: mom dad sisters: india and ginny...and bro matt.
Have any pets?: a cat.
What's your job?: do you want fries with that. 
Piercings?: nope.
Tattoos?: no...but i get a free one for my 18th birthday...my sis in law is an tattoo artist.
Obsessions?: bass.
Addictions?: bad stuff
Do you speak another language?: kinda...little bit of spanish.
Have a favorite quote?: "though it starts with your fist, it must end with your mind".
a serious one? yea..see above.
Do you have a webpage?: no shit...where else would i post this. 
Do you live in the moment?: ummm...i make split second decisions...usually bad ones
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: depends.
Do you have any secrets?: not really anything important anyways. 
Do you hate yourself?: not really.
Do you like your handwriting?: i dont care.
Do you have any bad habits?: *cough*.
What is the compliment you get from most people?:i dunno.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?:...what a fucking loser?
What's your biggest fear?: i guess going to jail for all the shit i do. 
Can you sing?: backing vocals nothing else.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: no. 
Are you a loner?: on occasion.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: family friends
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: dunno...im not another person so therefore i cant really answer this question.
Are you a daredevil?: ...i do do a lot of stupid shit that hurts.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: my "i dont give a fuck" view on everything.
Are you passive or agressive?: im quick to fists...but i dont start shit...so in between?
Do you have a journal?: nope...not besides xanga and myspace.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength...dunno...weakness...dunno.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: dunno.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: more or less.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: doesnt everyone?.
Do you think life has been good so far?: most of it.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: dont get caught.
What do you like the most about your body?: my right hand.
And least?: dunno.
Do you think you are good looking?: dunno.
Are you confident?: usually.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: erm...i dont know
Are you perceived wrongly?: dunno.

Do You...
Smoke?: yes.
Do drugs?: not in a week or two...except a "crazy c"
Read the newspaper?: no.
Pray?: no.
Go to church?: i have to...my dads a preacher..if given a choice i wouldnt.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: yea.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: no.
Take walks in the rain?: if im craving nicotine badly enough.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: no.
Drive?: i have a learners...getting my liscense in a few months
Like to drive fast?: fuckin right

Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: I don't really think about it.
Hurt yourself?: doing stupid shit...but not like slitting my wrists
Been out of the country?: nope.
Eaten something that made other people sick?: huh?.
Been in love?: dunno.
Done drugs?: yes.
Gone skinny dipping?: no.
Had a medical emergency?: yeah.
Had surgery?: yeah.  ...
Ran away from home?: only for a few hours at a time when i need to get away from my family.
Played strip poker?: no
Gotten beaten up?: i usually come off better in fights...i've never really been beaten up.
Beaten someone up?: yea.
Been picked on?: who hasn't?
Been on stage?: yeah.
Slept outdoors?: Yes
Thought about suicide?: a long long time ago in a galaxy far far away.
Pulled an all nighter?: yea.
If yes, what is your record?: somewhere around 9-10 days...and then sometimes i only sleep for an hour or two a night...for long periods of time. 
Gone one day without food?: yea...its not that hard.
Talked on the phone all night?: no.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: ...ima virgin.
Slept all day?: yes.
Killed someone?: maybe.
Made out with a stranger?: yea.
Had sex with a stranger?: yeano...fuck no
Thought you're going crazy?: dont think so.
Kissed the same sex?: nope.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: nope.
Been betrayed?: yeah.
Had a dream that came true?: actually i dont think so.
Broken the law?: all the time.
Met a famous person?: yes. mainly football players who go through tech...and the govenor...and bands.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: i put too much food in the bowl...i though it was hungry cause it kept eating.
On purpose?: no.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: probably.
Stolen anything?: um, yeah. 
Been on radio/tv?: not sure...i've been in newspaper.
Been in a mosh-pit?: yes...and not pussy emo moshes...shit like hypodermix the misled the plop house band...
Had a nervous breakdown?: no.
Bungee jumped?: no.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: nope.

Belive in life on other planets?: dont care.
Miracles?: some strange things happen.
Astrology?: horoscpopes are usually pretty acurate for me.
Magic?: no.
God?: kinda.
Satan?: kinda.
Santa?: no.
Ghosts?: no.
Luck?: yea.
Love at first sight?: no.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: never thought too much about it.
Witches?: no...but there are some creeps.
Easter bunny?: no.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no.
Do you wish on stars?: not since i was 8 or something.

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: i have my own believes that i dont want to get into.
Do you think God has a gender?: no.
Do you believe in organized religion?: not really...
Where do you think we go when we die?: no fucking idea.

Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes.
Who is your best friend?: Jo Jo.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: most likely my sister
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: ...its the end of the semester at tech..lets crash a party...that night was fucking awesome
Your favorite inside joke?: we dont need no fuckin strings.
Thing you're picked on most about?: I dunno.
Who's your longest known friend?: oh shit...umm david i guess.
Talking to? no one.
Newest?: I dunno.
Shyest?: dunno.
Funniest?: Jo Jo.
Sweetest?: Dunno.
Closest?: Dunno.
Weirdest?: all my friends are weird.
Smartest?: Cullen.
Ditziest?: dunno.
Friends you miss being close to the most?:all of them i guess
Last person you talked to online?: its been days since i've been online and i dont remember.
Who do you talk to most online?: Sarah, Alice, Jo Jo.
Who are you on the phone with most?: Jo Jo...usually to arrange him coming to blacksburg...i dont use the phone much.
Who do you trust most?: i trust the ones i smoke green with...with the exception of a few
Who listens to your problems?: dont usually bitch about my problems.
Who do you fight most with?: dunno.
Who's the nicest?: I dunno.
Who's the most outgoing?: Jo Jo.
Who's the best singer?: dunno.
Who's on your shit-list?: huh?
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: ....
Who's your second family?: umm jo jo's family  
Do you always feel understood?: does anyone?
Who's the loudest friend?: Jo Jo.
Do you trust others easily?: not until i smoke with them...with the exception of a few.
Who's house were you last at?: kevin sullivan.
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: ...santa clause
Do your friends know you?: no...not at all...no shit they know me.
Friend that lives farthest away: Clara.  Noah

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: no.
What do you find romantic?: does it matter.
Turn-on?: hmmm....
Turn-off?: someone walking in while your in the middle of something
First kiss?: Lauren...in NC.
If someone who you had no interest in had interest in dating you, how would u feel?: i've had that happen...its just a wierd feeling
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them ....yes.
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: dont care...girls have asked me out
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: dunno.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: doubt it.
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they bitch during thier period.
What's the last present someone gave you?: dont remember..20 dollars for my b-day i think.
Are you in love?: ..

Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: dunno.
You wanted to kill?: there are a couple.
That you laughed at?: timmy hamlin..fuckin redneck..but he was a wigger last year.
That laughed at you?: I dunno.
That turned you on?: hmmm.
You went shopping with? i dont shot...unless im by myself looking for bass strings or an amp
That broke your heart?: i think my hearts in one piece
To disappoint you?: dunno.
To ask you out?: to ask me out...well...i dont remember...but in 7th grade sarah asked me out
To make you cry?: my parents...after they gave up on me....
To brighten up your day?: usually when i see alice after 2nd that helps my day
That you thought about?: jacob prichard...he just got outta jail and went back to ohio.
You saw a movie with?: my dad and bro.
You talked to on the phone?: dont remember.
You talked to through IM/ICQ?:dont remember.
You saw?: me popls.
You lost?: ...what the fuck do you care

Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: its 1:06 am.
Will it be with your significant other?: im not going out
Or some random person?: see above
What are you wearing right now?: black pants no shirt.
Body part you're touching right now: the keyboard.
What are you worried about right now?: basement flooded.
What book are you reading?: I'm not.
What's on your mousepad?: Blacksburg Bruins.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: pissed mad tired stressed your face.
Are you bored?: yeah.
Are you tired?: yea...i just got off an eight hour shift after 7 hours of school.
Are you talking to anyone online?:no.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: nope.
Are you lonely or content?: content i guess
Are you listening to music?: Sí.

ya know what i wanna do...(after listening to dane cook)...i wanna go on a heist...and have a few select people with me...like jo jo and someone who's a nerd...and i need a decent driver...but yea me and jo jo running down the streets with AK 47's screeming "WHERE'S THE FUCKING VAN" and the nerd on the phone saying "give me a minute i have to get around their software to crash their system" that'd be so fuckin awesome...anyways didnt do much today...i applied at McDonalds...why McDonalds you might ask...because everyfuckinone works there now...AJ, John, Roy, Josh, Pat, and James...so if im added to the staff it'll be fuckin insane...but getting free food at mcdonalds when im not working is also nice...thanks to the above listed...anyways i gotta go

im in a bad fighting mood